Last night - Once again
I was walking in a remote forest
I heard the beautiful song of an invisible bird
I saw the eyes of wild creatures
Staring at me from beneath the leaves of the trees
I went deeper and deeper into this forest
Slowly, with no fear
At some point
The beautiful song of the invisible bird
Stopped
And all the creatures vanished
The forest was replaced with
A warm, white, friendly presence
I felt as if we knew each other
From the very beginning of everything
I walked into it
It didn't last long
Before I understood
The presence would leave me
As it was fading away
I could have died here
Just to stay with it
But
I heard voices above my head
I saw faces in a purple light
I was in my mother's womb
The day of my birth
I was trying to make my way
Into the world of the living
I woke up in an odd position
Breathing fast and almost screaming
With my right forearm extended
As if to reach something
On my back, with my neck twisted
So that my eyes were looking above my shoulders
I still can feel the strength of the motion I made
With my right hand and fingers (very unusual, I am left-handed)
To grasp reality